Here We Go Again.

Goodness Gracious! I can not believe i met you. Do not get me wrong, please dont because i cherish every moment with you. Why couldnt we have spoken to each other earlier? Your gone and im leaving. Sunday's are the worst for us but Thursdays are bliss. Its most definately not love but i dont care for anyone else like i do for you. I know you'll always be here for me no matter, i strongly believe that. Every little that you do makes me smile. Its comforting and new to me how you treat me. You notice everything and remember the little things. I think i'm pretty lucky to have met you that day and will always remember it :)

Highschool.

I am completely over high school. I've never wanted to be here since the first day my freshman year. I cried and pleaded to be homeschooled and now its all done. I really can not believe how fast its gone by. So many memories were created and some i'd like to forget. Just thinking this morning about how many days left until graduation made me a little choked up. There's a little part of me that doesn't want to leave. Seeing the same people almost everyday for 4 years and then thats it. Gone. Mostly everyone going their separate ways leaving this small town and going to college. And there's me. Yeah i'll be living down south come June but who knows what i'll be doing. Things with me do not usually go as planned. Like lets see, i was supposed to graduate highschool in arizona but look where i am? Obviously not. But all i know is that i want to be doing something that makes ME happy.

Welll goodluck to all my Senior classmates<3

Oh its been awhile since ive blogged and i blame that on being too busy. I've been caught up with a lot of work to do. Well at least i only have 3 1/2 months left of high school. Man i am so going to miss it though.

WRITERS BLOCK.
I've been dealing with this for about a week now. I can write something but its not up to my writing abilities. Im just dealing with way too much.

So tomorrow im having dinner with an exboyfriend for my birthday and i am EXTREMELY nervous!
Ugh i don't know what to do.

Help!