Do Not Judge A Book By Its Cover

You may see a girl with the biggest smile on her face and not expect a thing.
But you don't know.
You don't know what goes on in that girls mind
You don't know what she goes through at home
At work
At school
In her heart.
She's screaming painfully out loud but her voice is drowned out.
Its shielded by the facade she created perfectly.
She shaped and molded that mask with her bare hands and expects nothing to break through.
Its been about 6 years since that mask was put on and not one person has reached out to carefully remove it.
People have just looked past it and that girl is getting sick and tired of it.

Will someone, anyone take it off?

A little about me :)

1. I own every single Harry Potter book and i'm sure i've read them 3 times EACH.
2. I don't leave anywhere without my ipod.
3. I think im the only teenage girl i know who can actually survive without her phone.
4. I HATE WHEN I CAN HEAR PEOPLE CHEW.
5. I move a lot. I've lived in 3 states and have moved 15 times within those states.
6. I don't have a relationship with my mom. People say they feel sorry for me but it's normal to me. It's been like this for as long as i can remember.
7. I'm obsessed with twilight. I watch the movie EVERY night to fall asleep.
8.I eat a bowl of fruity pebbles every night and morning.
9. I love painting my nails.
10. I'm only quiet and seem standoffish because i've let to many people in to let me down.

Back in THOSE Days

Have you ever just seen a picture or object that reminds you of someone from your past? I bet you got those butterflies in your stomach. That's exactly what just happened to me.

Annoying.

i am so SICK of you telling me what to do.
I think i already know i need to do good and graduate.
I'm pretty sure i'm the one in school dealing with all this.
I have the classes, i'm doing the work, i'm dealing with the teachers.
I'm here everyday. Your NOT. I'm not one to complain about anything but oh my goodness.
JUST STOP.

Yaay! My parents came home on Friday and surprised me with my new car :) Also on Friday i found out i was hired at Carter's in Tracy!

Memories

This picture is about 13 years old. I recently found it and it brings back wonderful memories of growing up in New York. I miss my family like crazy and i hope to see them soon.

I'm not really good at these titles?

But anyways, Spring Break. Isn't it supposed to be all fun and going to the beach or being outside with the sun shining? But in reality it rained. It rained almost everyday, i swear i thought it was a hurricane. This was ridiculous! I couldn't do anything and to top it off the gloomy weather makes me tired. So i was lazy. I think the only good thing that happened was i landed myself a job interview. I'm pretty stoked about it and i'm hoping i get it. If i get the job then that means i get a car and im crossing my fingers!